So… I thought I would write a little before getting back to work. It’s been a bit since I last blogged. Not much has really changed or happened, honestly… which is not a bad thing.
I have been spending a considerable time with my friend Meadow. We went to grade school together. I really enjoy talking to her. I wish that we had taken the opportunities in school to get closer, but we didn’t, so it’s all good. I am just really glad that we are now.
She and I have a lot in common, and have a lot of similar issues, so it really comes as no surprise that the powers-that-be decided to bring her back into my life at this point, as I am actively changing and moving on from my demons… and she is too. In talking to her about some things, it is like I am talking to myself. I am telling her the same things that I should be telling myself… and that is good. It is also good to have someone in the same boat – someone that understands. I am not alone in the feelings I have, and there is a tremendous amount of comfort in that, and it helps re-enforce the truth that I am not weird, subpar, or otherwise inferior to those around me simply because the circumstances and situations that make up my history have tainted my outlook for so long. I just have dwelled on it and not moved passed it when others have. Of course others’ lives have been different, too… some are easier, some are harder, but they are all different and we all just have to “grow a pair,” deal with it, and move on.
I have kinda taken a break from working out like I have. I wasn’t going ALL that much, but some things have come up, some time has been taken away from when I would normally work-out, and a slight break never hurt anybody. I am still losing weight, and I am still eating SO much better than I ever have… so it is all good. It is not the end of the world if I do not work out for a couple of weeks. I plan on going back on next Monday. We’ll see how it goes.
So far, though, according to my scales this morning, I have lost a total of 48 pounds so far. I started at 274 lbs on Nov 1, 2009 and today, I weight 226. I am SO proud of that progress and I know that I will continue that momentum. I think that when I hit 50 lbs, I am going to have a party.
and eat! Heck… I will have earned it.
Nashville in Harmony is still going well. We finished the promotional materials for the most part, and the poster is at the printer, so that is good. Just a few more tweaks to work out, and we will be all done.
I have decided to stop sharp-blogger. I came to this decision after realizing that I was just re-inventing the wheel. I think that I am going to morph sharp-blogger from a blog system to a C# blogging programmer’s reference where I, and others, can collaborate on C# projects. Heck, I may just make Sharp-Blogger my site for technology blogs. IDK. I know that I am going to split out bretthperkins.com and brett :: open source. Maybe I will move brett :: open source to sharp-blogger?! Anywho, I am going to use the ‘Blog Engine .NET’ framework as my primary content management system and build a custom site around that. It will be significantly less work with an identical payoff, so it is a win-win.
With that, it’s now pretty much 1:00 so I should get back to work. I’m playing in Info Path. And it kinda sucks.
BUT… it is work… and I wanted work.
-=brett=-



A Gr8 Weekend
Posted by bretthperkins on January 24, 2010
I have to say that I have really had a wonderful weekend. It was productive, fun, relaxing, and uplifting. Now… I am dreading going back to work tomorrow, but I am also kind of looking forward to it as well.
Nashville in Harmony started this weekend, and I was pleasantly surprised. I have a bad habit of getting ideas in my head about what something will be be before I actually get somewhere, or see something. And NiH (Nashville in Harmony’s abbreviation) was no different. While I had seen media online about the group that would completely invalidate my thoughts of the group, I still had the thoughts that this choir would be a great group of people that put forth an honest effort at singing, sing, and move on. I thought that it would be mediocre at best… and I could NOT have been more wrong. These people are serious, and I am so fortunate to be a part of their ensemble. As it stands now, we are in the top 3 of the largest community GLBT and Friendly choirs. There is a focus, a goal, a vision, and organization. And above all else, there is a tremendous pool of talent. The family here is diverse, special, and you can really feel the love coming from these people, and I know that I will be a part of it for a long time. I did know a couple of people going into this, but not well, but I have more than made up for that with all the friends that I have met so far. The choir is 114 members strong, very large for a community choir, and we are growing. This season is going to be a lot of fun, the music selections are fantastic, and the director is awesome! I could probably go on forever, so I think that I will just stop there.
I actually had some time this morning to work on Sharp-Blogger, which was awesome. I have almost completed the Common portions of the code that will handle event logging and exception handling. This is the biggest part to build in the underlying structure as all of the parts will build from this part of the system. I think the other areas will fall in place rather quickly and I will be able to build the administration console. Once that is done, all that will remain is the view model (loading the data into the site so it can be viewed).
I wish that I were further along that this at this point, but it is all good. I am MORE than happy with where the remainder of my time is being spent.
And that is about all. I guess I should head to bed. I want to get to work AT 7 tomorrow, which means that I have to be up and out by 6:15.
-=brett=-
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