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It’s Been a While…

Posted by bretthperkins on June 16, 2010

So it has been a while since I have blogged!  I have been uber-busy with work and friends that I just have not had the time!!!  Normally, or at least for the last few months, I have had some time to blog while at work, but that has not been the case recently, and my social calendar has been filled with one event after another, so blogging at home has not happened, yet, either…  Alas today, though…  I can blog.

Work has been exciting, busy, fun, stressful, and interesting… all at once!  There is quite a bit to update with regard to work.  For starters, the first ‘sprint’ of my project is nearing an end.  For a quick definition on a sprint:  In software development, sometimes, larger projects are taken apart into pieces, and the team focuses on one piece for a short amount of time, as opposed to planning out and working on a massive project that may take several months to complete.  That piece, at least here, is called a ‘sprint.’  Anywho… this first sprint of my project has come to a close.  Everything is built and being tested.  That is why I have a little bit of time to type out a blog this morning.  I am waiting on deployment of the application so testing can complete.  Anywho, that is the exciting, busy, and fun parts of work.  Now, we move on to the stressful and interesting.  So, now that this is public, I can talk about it.  My company is being sold.  While the details are still being worked out, and I am only able to share certain bits of information, what I can say is that things are uncertain.  With the way things may unfold, I do not see, from a business perspective, the need for an entire team dedicated to developing new software for my company.  Part of the combination of businesses is that the software used by the buyer would be used by us, making the need for new software no longer valid.  If I were at the top looking down, I would re-evaluate the commitments made to technology.  Why spend when you don’t have to?  So, naturally, I am on edge.  Nothing has happened yet, and the sale has not completed, so nothing may even come of this, but the likelihood is that the sale will complete, the products will be merged, and I won’t really have the spot in the company that I have now.  Of course, to make the software merge, people have to work on integrating them, so it is possible that I would be doing that for a while…  It is also possible that I would be moved to a different product line all together.  I get the sense that whatever happens, they will do their best to take care of me, and that helps some… but of course now I am back in a position that I was in at Deloitte:  I am no longer, potentially, working on new software development, which is what I really want to do.  Le sigh.

Moving on…  Over the last couple of weeks, I have had some of the best times with friends.  Most of it is foggy, but there have been parties, birthdays, and other crazy random nights.  Eric and I have entertained at our place a large number of times in the last few weeks, and those nights, with just a handful of close friends, have been some of the best nights ever!  There is nothing better than just having friends over for no reason to Hookah, drink a little, and just talk and listen to music.  For Eric’s birthday, a.k.a the Lost party, we took a lot of time to set up our back porch, which will now be referred to as ‘The Lanai’ going forward.  The Lanai has quickly become my favorite place.

Over the last weekend, we had a great time!  Saturday was fun, I spent time with Victoria.  Although, for her the day was less fun.  :(  We went to Cool Springs to get her new computer, and the people at the Mac Authority really botched her transaction.  Sparing you the details, I will just put it this way, we were in the store for over an hour and a half while 4 people tried to fix the transaction.  It was the definition of absurdity and it was completely unacceptable.  Anywho, after the Mac store, we had pretzels (yummy) and headed home.  That night was awesome…  It was one of my closest friend’s bachelor party.  David, a person with whom I lived with for 6 years, is getting married.  It is crazy to think it, but I am incredibly happy for him and his bride-to-be Jenny.  The party was a great success!!  We had dinner and fun at Hooter’s (btw, I can safely confirm that I have never in my life been more certain of my sexual orientation after having spent several hours at Hooter’s), then we had drinks at a new bar in Murfreesboro:  Bobby McKee’s.  It was great to spend time with David, his brothers, Shane, and Vinnie.

Of course the fun did not stop on Saturday.  Sunday was equally, if not more awesome.  It started with a terrific breakfast with Lindsay and Tommy at the wonderfully disgustingly delicious Waffle House.  :)   Good Times…  even had a cameo by the fabulous Stephanie Goss.  :)   I really need to hang with her again.  Anywho… after breakfast, Eric and I, along with Victoria and Brian, left for Nashville for a day at the Frist Center for the Arts.  The other Eric met us there and we checked out the Chihuly Exhibit.  This exhibit is absolutely stunning!  It is, however, short, so I recommend that if you plan on seeing it, wait a few weeks.  Another exhibit is in the works and will be ready soon.  That exhibit is about Couture and clothing design of yesterday, and from the little bit we could see, it is going to be awesome!!  Anywho, after Chihuly, we went to the “Kids” section of the Frist, where we all made like a school Field Trip and played with blocks, stop-motion video, printing presses, and drawing!  It was kid-tastic!!!  This was further proof that you don’t stop playing because you grow old, you grow old because you stop playing.  I strongly recommend that, at least once a week, everyone should just PLAY!!!   :)  After the Frist, we headed to The Old Spaghetti Factory for dinner with Mary, a friend from Florida!!  Oh I have missed her!  She looked great, really tan from being outside at the CMA festival, and it was awesome to catch up!

After that already full day, we all sent to Lanes, Trains, and Automobiles for bowling and unknown to us at the time, karaoke.  There is a bar next to the bowling area that has karaoke every Sunday, so now, every Sunday, or maybe every other Sunday, we are going to have “Bowlioke.”  It is super fun, we all got up there and sang (except Brian) and met some new friends.

I don’t know what it was about Sunday, but there was something especially emotional about that day…  in a good way.  I have had great days before, but this was different…  good…  and I want more! :)

Anywho, I suppose that is enough rambling for now.  I am looking forward to tonight, I am having dinner with a new friend.  :)   Then tomorrow, I will be helping Chris move from his cursed house.  :(

*waves*

.:Brett:.

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Thought Stream 1

Posted by bretthperkins on March 29, 2010

So… as you can probably tell, I have been busier at work.  My Monday through Friday Facebook posts have dropped sharply. :p  I just got through figuring out the biggest hurdle to the POC (Proof of Concept) to which I am assigned.  The hurdle was this:  somehow transfer the data within an InfoPath file into a Word document to be faxed.  Well, I have been working hard on figuring this out since last Tuesday, and I had a breakthrough this morning, so I am taking a few minutes to relax, because NOT having this part figured out was really starting to stress me.  Coming in this morning, fresh from a good weekend, was a good thing!

I am still having some difficulty connecting with my team.  I don’t know what it is, but it is just OFF here…  the relationships between teammates here just seems awkward.  Of course, before I look at this with a critical eye, maybe  I should take a look at to what I am comparing Kroll.  Jobs of the past have been retail and some technology.  Walmart is far from a professional environment.  Don’t get me wrong, it was professional…  but not in the sense that there are cubicles and desks and things of that nature.  At Walmart, I really had a sense of being a part of the store, and I really felt comfortable being close to my co-workers, and I have forged some of the strongest friendships of my life from people that I met at Walmart. (David and Daniel, Victoria, Jennifer Nichols, Deana, and the list can go on.)  Then I graduated from MTSU and moved onto Deloitte.  And there, I was hired in with a pool of 30 or so other people.  It was very much like a school environment.  We all came in at the same time, we all trained, we all socialize, and we were all instantly bonded to one another.  It really was a good experience!  Then the situations at Deloitte really made a lot of us a family.  We were thrown into an incredibly difficult situation where we were fighting a battle, building a business, and figuring out how we were all going to work…  To some, I was bonded like a family.  I would spend countless hours with the same people day in and day out.  We were in it together…  rewarded together…  challenged together.  Over time, we all started taking out individual paths, some stayed, some left…  but through all we experienced, we genuinely cared for one another, we would work hard for each other, and we had fun doing it!  I really miss those people.  I really connected with them.

Now… I am at Kroll.  I like the people here, but it seems like people really keep themselves distant from each other, from the products, and from the business.  It is really an environment where the sentiment is just this:  I am not going to really go above and beyond, I am not going to take on more that I REALLY have to, and I am going to do everything that I possibly can NOT to be in a situation where I can be held accountable.  And that makes for some pretty nasty politics…  and it really seems to get in the way of forward motion.  I see that simple things take forever because no one “owns” it.  I have to jump through hoops to just get the information I need.  Now, that said… people are always happy to help, and I have never NOT gotten what I need.  It just takes a long time.  But I can feel myself slipping into the mindset of just doing what I HAVE to do and nothing more.  To be honest, I can see the benefit in that… I am not NEARLY as on edge or stressed as I was at Walmart or Deloitte… but I feel less accomplished.

To me, accomplishment is the definition of success.  It does not have to be a significant accomplishment, but there is no better feeling that actually finishing something.  And that is something that seems like it would be missing for me here.  (with the exception of this POC to which I am currently assigned.  I am actually going to finish that one!)  Maybe it is not true that I will not finish anything of significance, and with time, I may gain a better understanding and perspective… but for now, I just see in general that the wheels are spinning in air…  going nowhere.

Alas, though… I am content.  I am employed; the people are nice, if distant.  And they are starting to come around.

I am switching up my work-out today and going forward.  I am joining a “Boot Camp” thing with Kendra.  It will be a lot like P.E. from school (ironically, a class that I hated but am now willing to not only take, but also pay to take).  This should be fun.  I have lost 50 pounds, and I am smaller than I can ever remember being.  The next few months will be tucking in the last bit of weight and tightening up what I can…  :)

-=brett=-

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Just an Update :: Nothing Earth-Shattering :)

Posted by bretthperkins on March 17, 2010

So…  I thought I would write a little before getting back to work.  It’s been a bit since I last blogged.  Not much has really changed or happened, honestly…  which is not  a bad thing.  :)

I have been spending a considerable time with my friend Meadow. We went to grade school together.  I really enjoy talking to her.  I wish that we had taken the opportunities in school to get closer, but we didn’t, so it’s all good.  I am just really glad that we are now.  :)   She and I have a lot in common, and have a lot of similar issues, so it really comes as no surprise that the powers-that-be decided to bring her back into my life at this point, as I am actively changing and moving on from my demons… and she is too.  In talking to her about some things, it is like I am talking to myself.  I am telling her the same things that I should be telling myself…  and that is good.  It is also good to have someone in the same boat – someone that understands.  I am not alone in the feelings I have, and there is a tremendous amount of comfort in that, and it helps re-enforce the truth that I am not weird, subpar, or otherwise inferior to those around me simply because the circumstances and situations that make up my history have tainted my outlook for so long.  I just have dwelled on it and not moved passed it when others have.  Of course others’ lives have been different, too…  some are easier, some are harder, but they are all different and we all just have to “grow a pair,” deal with it, and move on.  :)

I have kinda taken a break from working out like I have.  I wasn’t going ALL that much, but some things have come up, some time has been taken away from when I would normally work-out, and a slight break never hurt anybody.  I am still losing weight, and I am still eating SO much better than I ever have…  so it is all good.  It is not the end of the world if I do not work out for a couple of weeks.  I plan on going back on next Monday.  We’ll see how it goes. :)   So far, though, according to my scales this morning, I have lost a total of 48 pounds so far.  I started at 274 lbs on Nov 1, 2009 and today, I weight 226.  I am SO proud of that progress and I know that I will continue that momentum.  I think that when I hit 50 lbs, I am going to have a party. :) and eat!  Heck… I will have earned it.

Nashville in Harmony is still going well.  We finished the promotional materials for the most part, and the poster is at the printer, so that is good.  Just a few more tweaks to work out, and we will be all done.

I have decided to stop sharp-blogger.  I came to this decision after realizing that I was just re-inventing the wheel.  I think that I am going to morph sharp-blogger from a blog system to a C# blogging programmer’s reference where I, and others, can collaborate on C# projects.  Heck, I may just make Sharp-Blogger my site for technology blogs.  IDK.  I know that I am going to split out bretthperkins.com and brett :: open source.  Maybe I will move brett :: open source to sharp-blogger?!  Anywho, I am going to use the ‘Blog Engine .NET’ framework as my primary content management system and build a custom site around that.  It will be significantly less work with an identical payoff, so it is a win-win.

With that, it’s now pretty much 1:00 so I should get back to work.  I’m playing in Info Path.  And it kinda sucks. :(   BUT… it is work… and I wanted work.

-=brett=-

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